die

yesterday was wonderful... except the part that sucked. i told jake that we should go on a road trip some time soon.

we did this morning. sarah and i rescued bert and ernie from the train station in waukegan. it was nice there. we got up early and drove car rapidly down the interstate. we laughed. we sang. we saw lots of mexicans. true story.
hopefully things will start towork out like this all of the time. we could all be good friends if everyone didn't want so badly to fight all of the time. we could be three's company.

this is the lonliest year of my life. every day is empty and buried in saddness like an emo kid.
jesus christ, what do you expect?
where are all the pretty girls who used to play music and dance like faries? that is all over now.
sorrow is a song to which i know all of the words,
what are you thinking about?
nothing, my darling. nothing at all.